Sometimes in life you just have to go through the unknown and keep trying until you get where you want to be. I always still doubt if this project will work but I think the best thing to do is to just keep pushing and see it through. I think that God has gotten me this far, so i believe in myself and him. I very hopeful for the future however I do feel a little bit empty, like I am missing something or someone. I still love her I think.